Sunday, February 13, 2011

Life sucks and a Cool Photographer

I'll start off with the pretty interesting/good news: I discovered this great photographer named Michael Park.
I love this photo because it reminds me of Emilie Autumn's unique look, which is close to my style in many ways:

And this one reminds me a great deal of myself this weekend, trying to deal with all the shit that happened this week:

Anyway, now for the afore mentioned shittiness.
So Thursday evening was going great and all, and then Hexe and I got in a fight with another dog, Hexe lunged to bite and missed.. nailing me HARD in the leg. So I had this crazy deep and profusely bleeding puncture wound. I went straight to student health to get some advice about how to treat and dress it, which they gave me, but then things went worse.
The pharmacist informed me that I was officially no longer allowed to bring Hexe into student health, because several employees reported that she jumped up on them. The woman who wrote the official letter sent it all around student health and then also to a bunch of people on campus who were integral in my being allowed to have Hexe on campus in the first place. It was sent to the ADA compliance officer, the vice chancellor, and the administrative office. She told me that if I ever bring Hexe back there, disciplinary action will be taken.
I was devastated because I really need to bring Hexe everywhere. And then I was incredibly anxious that the ADA compliance officer or the vice chancellor or someone would revoke my ability to keep Hexe on campus. That would be disastrous to my treatment...
On top of all that, I got home to discover that my psychiatrist had quit and was leaving his practice for Irvine. Anyone with a therapist or a shrink of any sort would know how upsetting that can be. Having to start over with a new psychiatrist is very difficult. Often it doesn't work out and in the meantime you lose ground with your therapy. I am super worried about this...

Thank god I am finally caught up in school. It is all that is keeping me going right now. If Hexe couldn't be there too, I don't know what I would do.


Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Dangerous Love ArmWarmers - White

I think this symbol is so cute, I would totally get a tattoo of it. In fact, I am majorly considering it haha.

Dangerous Love ArmWarmers - White

Black Silver Tentacles Ring

Another item from my eternal want list:

Black Silver Tentacles Ring

Silver Anatomical Heart Locket

EXACTLY what I want. Just perfect for me. My birthday is coming! Kind of.

Silver Anatomical Heart Locket

Squidlet Earrings

The CUTEST =:>

Squidlet Earrings

Alchemy Gothic and improving the fish tank.

So first a bit on my personal life. I've been absolutely swamped with midterm work lately... pages upon pages of reading... all nighters full of flash cards and lecture slides... ooof.
Anyway I thought about a lot this week. Probably some of it is for a locked post come to think of it. Needless to say, I've been ding some soul searching.
Most of this searching was done while sitting in front of my fish tank; and so I decided to upgrade it! I added live plants and a Golden Inca Snail named Thor! He's the best:

And here is the upgraded tank:

In other news: I absolutely love alchemy gothic and own several of their pieces. I just discovered this amazing new one that would match my hair! It's so elegant. Check it out.

Nothing else exciting is going on except that I belatedly discovered Diablo II. My necromancer is really interfering with my already hindered studies >_< which I will now get back to...


Thursday, February 3, 2011

Fishies! And Procrastination

So I have a midterm in a few hours and I also have to find time to write a paper and feed the fish in the lab. In the meantime I decided that I needed some retail therapy... So I went out with Jen (my roommate) and bought goldfish! These are fancy goldfish that will apparently get HUGE. The older fish there was positively enormous and so beautiful. I like fish a lot, they're so relaxing to look at.
So here they are on the way home from the pet store:

The one with the black on it is Jen's fish. She named him/her Trip. Mine is the red/orange and white one. I decided to name him/her (hopefully her...) Ophelia. I'll assume Ophelia is female for now; even though I work with fish I am not very good at sexing them. I can't tell :(

Anyway here is Ophelia:

Trip and Ophelia:

And their lovely tank:

Hopefully these fish live to grow big and beautiful =^_^= If Dylan doesn't try to kill them again. Our last fish was frequently fed alcohol and too much food by my hateful best friend. He's jealous of their swimming abilities clearly.


Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Sweet Technology Breah!! And Goth home ec

First of all, I am posting from my iPhone. The phone even corrected the pretentious capitalization of the word iPhone. Imagine that.

I feel really overwhelmed currently because my first midterm is coming up. The house is a total mess... Just ugh. I won't go into the details because it will just be a personal rant.

So here is some solid Goth Home Economics advice: